Ever feel like you can never do anything right? To say this sums up my day would be a gross understatement. Today it was....sign this....don't sign that....order this....you can't order that, you have to order this.....don't take your hand off the perineum.....don't cap that needle.....cap that needle.....you're fumbling with that suture....keep tension on that cord, but not too much tension, see like this (rip)...oh BEEP there went that umbilical cord off the placenta....follow this patient.....do this....do that....evaluate this patient.....are you done yet.....sign these....call here.....get this consent.....oh pharmacy called you forgot to write po on your tylenol order....run here and drop this off.....oh by the way, don't take your hand off the perineum.....take the pager.....do this....do that....hold it like this.....do it this way....no don't do it that way....oh pharmacy called......are you watching those FHTs....hold the syringe this way.....(next person) no hold your syringe this way......*you're* not doing my sons circ, are you?.....eat lunch now.....do this....no, you're doing it the wrong way.....UGH! I can't do anything right. Am I really doing it the wrong way or am I just not doing it your way?!
I literally think I'm looking forward to having an entire weekend off more than anything right now....well time off and sleep. You through my sleep deprivation in on top of all of this and it makes it like 10 times worse.
It has been one of those days. I'm not having fun and honestly feel like 'what the heck did I get myself into!' Ugh, I hate this feeling. I honestly hate it. Even though quitting seems like the thing to do, I know that this too shall pass. I just hope that it passes soon.
Oh, just calculated my hours. So far, during my 21 day history of being a resident, I've work 247 hours....no wonder I'm tired.
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